2004-06-15 at 8:55 p.m.
jelly
i have been in a bad mood all afternoon. even when chris called, i was in such a horrid mood, i hardly wanted to talk to him.
i haven't felt this vile since chris was still hanging around shane.
and i don�t like it.
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i just want to have some time to myself.
or time alone with chris.
that�s it.
i want some time alone with chris.
to do nothing with him like we use to.
peggy had janie this past saturday night, but chris and i went to a get-together at shea�s (and stayed until one o�clock in the morning) so we didn�t get to spend any time alone together.
not that going to shea�s wasn�t fun. i had a blast! but i was so tired when we finally left, i almost wished we hadn�t even gone.
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we went to peggy and paul�s sunday to pick up janie and peggy said something about giving janie �a little jelly� off of her pb&j sandwich.
a little jelly???
i know she could tell that i was mad because my face and ears started to burn because they had turned so red from my blood pressure rising.
janie is not quite 5 months old.
she is not suppose to have ANY table food.
NONE.
i told her that i didn�t want janie having any table food because i wanted her to take baby food instead, and kerry made the comment that her two girls never would eat baby food.
well, i guess not if peggy was shoving good tasting jelly and ice cream in their faces (yes, i said ice cream�this is the second time she has done this). i know that baby food doesn�t taste that good, but there is a reason that they don�t put any spices in it.
and as for the pb&j sandwich�
what if there had been some peanut butter on the jelly that she gave to janie? my father has a severe nut allergy. she could have really hurt my little girl.
kids aren�t suppose to have peanut butter until the age of two, and if they come from a family with a history or nut allergies, then they are suppose to wait until the age of three.
$*%@%!!!!!
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i have got to get off my soapbox.
but it sure feels good to get it off my chest.
maybe i will give you something more pleasant to read tomorrow.
xoxo
tell me i'm beautiful...
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