2003-12-04 at 10:48 a.m.
thursday
it's thursday.
the day chris comes home.
:)
i haven't been this excited for him to come home in a very very very long time. probably back when he was working in fort payne, right after we first got married.
it's a good feeling.
he left me two voice mails yesterday because he thought i was taking lunch at 11:45, but my lunch isn't until 12:30 (or even later). he sounded so pitiful. it was so sweet.
he actually misses me too.
when he called me last night i let him know that his voice mails did brighten my day. but what he doesn't realize is that just thinking about him brightens my day.
i can't imagine loving someone more than i love chris.
and yet, my mother says i will love baby janie infinitely more. i can't even fathom the idea.
i already love her. she's part of me. she lives inside of me. i can feel every move she makes. i know when she's hungry. i know when she's sleeping.
goodness, just thinking about her brings tears to my eyes. but the good kind, you know? i sure hope i don't break down infront of everyone at the baby shower and start sobbing. but i have a feeling that i will.
it's so close. only 9 weeks away...well, actually only eight and a half. and everyday i get closer to being a mommy.
i told chris that i worry about being a good mommy. the kind of mom my mom is. the king of mom that everyone wants.
he said that i am already a good mommy. because of having to deal with the morning sickness earlier on and now with my gestational diabetes and taking insulin.
see why i love him so?
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xoxo
tell me i'm beautiful...
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