2003-06-18 at 9:38 a.m.
formica
i don�t know if i have ever felt like this before.
morning sickness.
it comes as soon as i open my eyes in the morning.
and does not cease until around 10 o�clock or so.
that means, that i feel like crap from before four o�clock until ten. that�s six friggin� hours of this.
and i am expected to continue working when i feel like i could vomit all over my computer at any minute?
i constantly yearn to lay my head on my desk and just feel the cool formica on my face. i have even tried going to the last stall in the ladies restroom, with sweater in hand, balling it up and trying to use it for a pillow as i prop my head against the side of the stall.
so far today i have had three coworkers ask me if i am going to be okay.
apparently i look exactly how i feel.
horrible.
and i have six more weeks of this.
yesterday i felt so sick that i almost got upset by it.
upset!
because i know that i am not really sick. it�s just one of those things.
*sigh*
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damn, i wish chris was home.
xoxo
tell me i'm beautiful...
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