09.28.2006 at 2:11 pm
insurance
today i met with the insurance people. and i LOATHE meeting with insurance people. i don't have that much money to begin with, and i can't stand seeing those deductions on my check...and YES i know i need to have insurance on everything. we have life insurance on me and chris. really good health insurance through blue cross / blue shield of alabama, full auto-insurance on both vehicles, home-owners insurance, and a cancer policy.
i thought we were covered for just about everything, EVEN if an asteroid decided to plummet to earth and bounce off the house next door and drop onto our house, we would be a-okay (as long as we aren't asleep in the bed, that is).
i wanted to change a couple of things and add some coverage for just in case something happens and chris can't work (sorta like that aflac-insurance stuff, but with another company).
one of the ladies i have known for a very long time. my dad taught her in high school -- so she's known my family for a while. i have taught her son. she's a great person. bubbly personality and everything.
and i think i scared the crap out of her today. she mentioned life insurance for janie. okay -- life insurance is for when someone dies.
i couldn't take it. i COULD NOT think about that without crying.
so the tears started flowing. and i couldn't stop. literally. every time she said another word, more tears came. more words, more tears. this went on for about one minute (which seemed like SO much longer) until i got up and told them i would be right back. then i went to the restroom.
i couldn't talk about it. i couldn't think about it.
no.
never.
no.
no.
no.
when i came out of the restroom, everything was fine.
but they did let me know that i was the first person to cry like that.
too much stuff going on right now. too many people needing things. too many people talking about other people about things they can't even begin to understand.
too much DRAMA.
janie is my world. my life. i have many reasons to be happy in life. but she is my greatest reason of all.
xoxo
tell me i'm beautiful...
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