2003-06-11 at 2:36 p.m.
new calendar
today chris left for oklahoma.
i haven�t cried.
i haven�t thrown a fit.
i didn�t fall to my knees and wrap my arms around his ankles and beg him not to go.
i am strong.
i can do this.
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last night we went to wal-mart to buy him some things for his trip.
on the way home he placed his hand on my knee.
and i placed my hand on the back of his neck.
i kept thinking, �it is going to be three weeks before i get to feel his neck again. it is going to be three weeks until i can run my fingers through his curly brown hair.�
and actually, three weeks may be a conservative assumption.
it may be more like four or even five weeks.
Lord, i hope not.
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i appologize for this short and belated entry. i have spent most of my entry-writing time fixing this
calendar.
i hope you like it.
xoxo
tell me i'm beautiful...
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