02.20.2006 at 2:05 pm
coughing
janie is still sick. she's waking up in the middle of the night hacking her little head off. (normally, i would have said "precious little head" but she has been a MUCH different child since going on these breathing treatments... not my sweet little girl... and until i get her back, i refuse to use the word precious when talking about her...)
mean, i know.
but i cannot stand to see her like this. she's NOT MY PRECIOUS LITTLE GIRL. it's almost as if she cannot stand being in her own skin. i have been blaming the breathing treatments for her behavior, and now i am convinced of it.
i just want my little girl back. and so does chris. she drove us BANANAS this weekend. and he only had to deal with her for one day (thanks to his 6-day-work-week schedule). ***note: i am grateful for the time i have with janie. BUT i would be MORE grateful IF I HAD MY PRECIOUS LITTLE GIRL BACK.
damn breathing treatments. damn coughing.
damnit.
damnit.
damnit.
here is janie looking as dazed as ever. stupid medicine.
pb&j sandwich with a banana. now how more nutritious can you get?
here's my valentine from chris. and yes, it's tulips, not roses. because they are perennials � and will last longer. ;) at least that's what he says...
xoxo
tell me i'm beautiful...
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