06.20.2007 at 6:58 pm
what should i do
and now our second offer on the house has been turned down.
i am beginning to wonder why we started all of this. is this house too much for us? is this house really that important? is this house worth everything that we have?
i am tired.
i am weak.
as soon as i got off the phone with our realtor, i felt sick.
not sick-sick, but light-headed. i thought my blood sugar was low... but that wasn't it.
i think this is really starting to take a toll on me.
i felt so calm yesterday. i felt at peace about the whole situation.
but now... i don't know. i just don't know what to do.
what am i going to do? offer more on the house that i keep calling my dream house? or tuck my tail in between my legs and run?
but here's the hitch. we can't just stop. we have sold our house.
i think i need to go lay down...
xoxo
tell me i'm beautiful...
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