05.26.2007 at 8:37 am
narcisistic
chris just left to go to jerry's and unload his trailer. i am sitting in front of this so-needs-to-be-upgraded laptop in my bathrobe with a towel on my head (yeah, i know, oh-so-sexy). as i was waiting for the computer to boot up and then waiting for it to go online, i have been rubbing lotion on my legs.. i like my calves... a couple of scars, nothing big. i have pretty nice size calf muscles... i don't have "skinny legs". and of course, my feet are absolutely precious... lets see... i could make a list....
- parts of my body that i find attractive or cute (with explaination!)
- my calves (muscular, yet soft... hard to explain)
- my toes (cute!)
- my hands (small and soft)
- my ears (cute!)
- my neck (a woman's neck is one of the most beautiful things on her body... any woman's neck)
- my breasts (yeah, i looked at them, over and over and over again... they aren't so bad... i sure wouldn't trade them for anything)
- my back (i don't know why...i just like my back...)
- my lips (when i have lipstick on... or not... they have a good shape... like janie's almost)
- my shoulders (soft and freckled, like my face)
- my hair (because it is so long... i don't know what i would do without my long hair...)
- my eyes (because people always make comments about my eyes...)
- those other parts...
- my thighs (much to large... )
- my stomach (much, MUCH too large)
- my ass (non-existent)
- my hips (too large for my non-existent ass)
- my upper arms (these are actually looking better... but they still can't be listed up there just yet)
you see? even though there are many more parts of my body that i find appealing than not, the ones that are unappealing are so much more.... needing-to-be-appealing....
maybe i shouldn't have gone through that list.... your probably picturing me right now, and you don't have a good look on your face... ahhh well. the way i figure it, if you do love me, you'll love me the way i am. if i could be a size 12, or heck, even a 16, i would be in a heart beat. but i'm not.
dang... i am pretty narcisistic to think that anyone cares what i think of my own body... but atleast i am not being a bad blogger anymore. ;)
today we go to shea's to go swimming. probably around 2 or so. hopefully i can get janie up from her nap around 1:30 or so... we'll see. but i know i will be taking lots of pictures. i took 147 last night at chris's parents house (we grilled out).
they have a nursery business and have some beautiful flowers... i need to upload them to picasaweb. maybe i can do that sometime this weekend.
i hope everyone is having a fun and safe memorial day weekend!
xoxo
tell me i'm beautiful...
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