11.26.2013 at 11:15 pm
sadness
I miss my Janie so much...
I shouldn't complain. I shouldn't dwell on this... but I cannot help but to be overwhelmed by an empty sadness that is trying to consume me.
And I can't help but to think, is this how Chris has felt every night for the past 3 years?
I feel like a horrible person for wanting her home... I texted Chris earlier and asked him to please tell Janie that I love her. He said that he would and told me that she was having a good time with her cousins.
That did make me feel better.
But I still miss her...
xoxo
tell me i'm beautiful...
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