10.11.2004 at 10:56 am
different
this time when he left it was different.
not different bad, or even different good. just different.
i didn�t cry, or throw a fit like i usually do. i just told him �bye.�
he looked at me with a strange gaze on his face.
�can�t i have a hug?� he asked. he knew something was off. i leaned towards him to give him a hug good-bye.
�can�t i have a kiss?� he asked.
he has got to realize that he has changed my whole outlook on our marriage. i love chris so much. but he has to love me too.
it is time for him to start missing me for a change. i have been fine since he left three days ago.
i have not shed one tear.
and i don�t think i will.
xoxo
tell me i'm beautiful...
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