2003-09-30 at 8:16 a.m.
end of the week
he's leaving at the end of the week.
right now he's painting the baby's room. we (i really should say i) decided on yellow for the bedroom color. the room theme is going to be beatrix potter's peter rabbit. i know. sounds a little boyish, but i assure you, there's plenty of pink to even it out.
he's leaving at the end of the week.
it's just starting to turn cool here. yesterday the high was 76 degrees with a low of 50 last night. i sat out on our porch with chris and i literally started to shiver. but i guess it is time. it's the last day of september. i can't believe it's almost october.
he's leaving at the end of the week.
she's moving all the time. i can't really describe what it feels like. but i can tell when she is really moving around and when she is only moving her arms and legs. she's apparently learned to do summersaults in there. and she likes to do them every night just about the time i want to go to bed. :)
he's leaving at the end of the week.
and i just don't know what to do. i've been through this so many times before. but it never gets any easier. this is suppose to be six weeks long. the longest we have gone without seeing each other is five weeks. so i know we can make it six.
just thinking about him leaving makes my stomach churn. i am 22 weeks along now. when he gets back i will be 28 weeks. i'm sure i will look a lot different by then. hopefully not in a bad way, though.
he's leaving at the end of the week.
and my heart is breaking...
xoxo
tell me i'm beautiful...
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