2003-09-03 at 9:22 a.m.
fifths disease
first off, i am thinking about password protecting my diary. if you are a reader and want to know the password, just email me at [email protected] and i will be sure to give it to you. i just have a few people out there that i don't want to read this. and if you are wondering if one of these is you, then stop wondering. because it probably is. ;)
well, well, well.
i have some wonderful news. and i have some potentially bad news.
first, the good.
i got to spend all weekend with chris! we drove to greenville, south carolina (about half-way for both of us) friday and finally met up around ten o'clock.
the weekend was magnificent!!! although, seeing him again makes it even harder to be here without him now.
but i am still giddy just from seeing him. just laying on the bed in the hotel with my head on his chest and him playing with my hair was heavenly. i love him so much. i hate to think about all the mean things i thought about before. (although, i am sure i will go through all that again in a few weeks when i miss him so much it literally hurts.)
i love him. he's such a wonderful husband. and he's going to be a wonderful daddy. if only we could live together like a normal family. we're still working on that one!
.....
and now for the (potentially) bad news...
a coworker of mine came in today and said that she thinks her little girl has fifths disease. you can read some about it here.
i know i may be worrying a bit too much. but as soon as i think, "awe, it'll be okay." i start to freak out again. there is a possibility (though ever so slight) that if i contract it, my baby will die.
die.
gone.
forever.
i knew that working here was going to be detrimental to my health in some way!!!
i don't want to scare chris about all of this, but i have to tell him. just because there is a chance something could be wrong. i have an ob appointment next thursday and when my doc finds out about me being exposed to this virus, i am sure she will want to go ahead and do another ultrasound. so, sounds we might just go ahead and find out the sex of the baby then.
i don't know.
maybe i am overreacting.
ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
xoxo
tell me i'm beautiful...
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