08.26.2013 at 7:54 pm
scared to go home...
Right now I am hooked up to IV fluids, IV antibiotics, a breast pump, and a wound vac. I have more tubes running in and out if me than anyone could ever way...
My incision looks extremely better. Even the nurses were impressed. I just hooe the wound vac continues to work like it has...
I am scared to go home... and it isn't because I just love being at the hospital. I am scared of getting home and something else falling apart and having to turn back around and go back to the hospital again... we have made three trips in just over 2 weeks.
And tomorrow I should be released to go home. I've fought off 2 infections since being here. I hope there isn't a third.
I am scared to go home though... scared that something else will go wrong and I will have to endure the pain that I had to go through the last time I was home. I've already cried about it...
I am going to lay down and watch tv for a while... I hope my outlook on tomorrow gets better...
xoxo
tell me i'm beautiful...
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