10.13.2011 at 2:56 pm
less than one month
am i still overwhelmed?
yes.
am i dealing with it better?
yes :)
i realize that my life has always been chaos. really. well, maybe not always.... but for the past decade or so. it's been a constant pushmepullyou type of life. but somehow things have always turned out quite well, even better than i expected. of course there were times when i was certain that things wouldn't turn out...
like when chris and i started really getting to know each other (which, by the way, should happen BEFORE two people get married... not after...)
or when i finally got the courage to go through with the divorce.
i was scared. more scared than i have every been in my LIFE.
but then God decided to put jason in my life. :)
and that is EXACTLY what i needed :)
in less than one month, i am getting married to my best friend :)
and i couldn't be happier! :D
xoxo
tell me i'm beautiful...
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