10.09.2007 at 9:33 pm
ready
i've come to realize that sometimes... life is just hard.
you know... those days when nothing seems to go right. when the alarm clock didn't go off when you swear you set it the night before. when you get to work and look down to realize that you have two different shoes on. and on top of that, a black sock and a navy sock. when you are greatful that your 3 year old daughter fell asleep in your arms, only to wake up at 4 AM beside her after she has wet the bed...and you. when you try so hard to engage teenagers with learning about, well, anything...and they look at you with a dumbfounded blank stare, or worse yet, they mumble under their breath to their neighbor but it is still loud enough for you to hear. and, of course, it's not anything nice that they have to say. when you think you are at the end of your strange day and you get a phone call from your daycare provider because your sweet daughter (yeah, the one that wet the bed earlier that day) has pushed another child down for the third time.
when you just want to sit down and have a good cry.
for absolutely no reason.
and for every reason under the sun.
yeah.
it was one of those days.
but...
everything is relative. because it could have been so much worse. and i could have chosen to deal with every situation much better. but today, during each odd episode, i could only focus on how bad things were. not how much worse it could be, or how i could make the situation better.
so tomorrow.... bring it on.
because i will be ready next time.
xoxo
tell me i'm beautiful...
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