01.26.2007 at 2:37 pm
leaving again
sunday, chris leaves for panama city. that is about 5 hours away from where we live. he will be working there, supposedly 4 to 5 days a week. so he should be home every thursday or friday.
but i know that 4 to 5 days can turn into 30 or 40 days without him home easily.
i've been through it before.
and here we go again.
i know it's going to be hard for him to leave. hard emotionally. very hard. he might even cry.
but when he leaves, it is hard for me emotionally AND it becomes hard for me physically.
i am janie's mother. i am her primary caregiver -- because all mothers are.
but just having him home has been so wonderful over the past year. it has been pure bliss.
and now he has to leave again.
the happiness is almost over.
i can see the ending of it already.
xoxo
tell me i'm beautiful...
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