2004-04-23 at 3:45 p.m.
bad stuff
it�s friday.
friday!
chris came home last night. janie was asleep when he got to the house. she�s so beautiful when she�s asleep. she slept until 3 o�clock this morning (for a total of 8 hours in a row) when she woke up and wanted a bottle.
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chris and i had a long talk last night about shane.
i had heard some things about how chris isn�t the only person that shane has taken advantage of. leslie came up to me at work and made a few comments about shane and i (of course) had to tell chris.
he seemed really hurt that he is not the only one shane has been an asshole to. maybe he thought shane would change one day. but the fact that he has done this to other people sorta makes it look more like habit than accident.
it�s little things, you know?
like shane making comments about how broke he is to make chris feel bad and then chris ends up paying for everything while they are on a job. and i mean everything. from the motel room (which is about $100 a week) to food, to cigarettes and beer.
and it pisses me off.
i worry about paying for formula and medicine for my beautiful daughter and shane is stealing $$$ from my family.
because if he had any idea about paying us back, he wouldn�t continue to do it. and, yes, i know. it�s chris�s fault too. chris shouldn�t have been allowing this to happen for so long.
but i hope he has seen the light. we had a good talk last night. and he acted as though he understood where i was coming from. especially when he learned that he wasn�t the only poor schmuck that has been taken for a ride by this asshole.
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well, i just talked to leslie and asked her to come up with everything shane has ever done to anyone so that i can tell chris about it. she said she would think about it and call me back.
man, i hope she tells me some good stuff.
or should i say, BAD stuff.
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xoxo
tell me i'm beautiful...
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