2003-06-25 at 1:04 p.m.
fingers crossed
so he didn’t call me last night.
big deal.
right?
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yeah, apparently i think if i say that enough it will be true.
i don’t care that he didn’t call me.
i don’t care if he didn’t think about me.
i don’t care if he would rather spend time with ‘the guys’ than call his pregnant wife.
yeah right.
i do care.
damnit.
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so what did i do today?
i called him. of course. (like you didn’t know that already.)
he sounded agitated on the phone....but i have a feeling it is because i am not really suppose to call him at work unless there is an emergency.
but i was worried.
*sigh*
i wish i was stronger about this kind of stuff.
and i hope he’s not mad at me.
*pout*
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supposedly he is coming home in two days.
two days!
i have so much to get done before he gets home (get the house cleaned up, mainly), but (of course) i am going to wait to do it all until friday. i get off work at 2 o’clock and he won’t be home until 8 or 9, so i should (fingers crossed) have enough time.
wish me luck!
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xoxo

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