2003-06-05 at 12:40 p.m.
sunday
sunday.
i can’t believe that chris might be leaving on sunday.
that only gives us 3 more days.
3 more days...
chris is suppose to find out today or tomorrow about a job in south carolina. and if the job is a go, then he will probably be leaving on sunday.
sunday.
i know he wants to work. i know there aren’t any jobs close to home. i know that this will be the best thing for us financially.
but i also know that i want him close to me.
i am going to have his baby.
maybe i am being irrational.
it won’t be forever.
sunday.
sunday.
sunday.
somehow i hope that day never comes.
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on a much lighter note...
i went to wal-mart yesterday and bought two baby bibs. the green one says ‘i love my grandma’ and it has a rainbow and hearts on it and the blue one says ‘i’m grrrrreat! ask my grandpa!’ and has a lion on it.
this is my plan...
i am going to wrap up the bibs and give them to my mom. of course i want my dad to be there when she opens it up. i am hoping jami will be home so she can join in on the surprise too!
i’m so excited!!!
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we had planned on telling both sets of grandparents-to-be on the same night. friday night after we go to the doctor.
but chris’s dad (paul d.) wants us to come down tonight to eat with them, so it looks like we will be telling them a little early. paul d. has to leave tomorrow on a run (he’s a long-haul truck driver).
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i haven’t said anything derogatory about chris going to work in south carolina. and this should come as a surprise to you. i usually cry and make a fuss whenever he leaves for a new job.
every time.
every single time.
and, yes.
i do have three more days until i break under the pressure and give in to my desire to fall at his feet and wrap my arms around his ankles while tears stream down my face.
but i hope i don’t break this time.
it’s time to grow up.
i will be okay.
right?
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tomorrow i will tell you of my superstition on buying a much needed new pair of birkenstock bostons.
i'm sure you can't wait!
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xoxo
tell me i'm beautiful...
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